So here I am again... havent written in awhile but here i find myself i get the strange feeling that everything is slipping away again, that i'm falling, or maybe i've already fallen and i'm too stupid to realize that I am once again staring up from the abyss (perhaps it looks different without the alcohol)

Ughh what's happening, i dont know how else to handle this. what else can i do how else can i say it. if you cant see it I can't make you. This isnt me, I dont like the person this hurt makes me into, I hate that you can hurt me so often, so easily and still not see it. it makes me sad that things are going the way they are especially when i know they can be so much better

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