You were everywhere today, (well actually the other day this is a few days behind because of my lack of internet but i shall write as if it were today) So i awoke from a dream which featured you, its been a long time since i had one of those so then i was in a weird mood to start the day. Then while i wasat the bus stop the person in front of me was wearing the same sent as you used to, its funny but until that moment i had forgotten your scent but thenthe wind blew by the person in front of me and there it was asthough you'd never left. So feeling even more strangely i make it to work only to receive a fax from someone with you name...talk about twilight zone. Most of the time i'm fine with the situation but today i was thrown for a loop i'll tell you that. So of course i start thinking and the guilt just gets to me like maybe i should have told you. i know that it wouldnt have made any difference for us and i wouldn't have wanted it to, but its an awfully heavy thing to carry around by myself. i just have to keep reminding myself that it asnt my fault, even though i don't entirely believe it, you know whats that they say...fake it till you make it right

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